Day 25

Wow, it really feels like I've been doing this for more than 25 days.  Yet, it also feels like I just got here yesterday.  Explain that one to me, please.  

I apologize to all my faithful readers out there.  I haven't posted in a few days.  I was busy Tuesday night...which lead to me being super tired Wednesday night.  Plus, my mom is on vacation, and I'm not sure who else actually reads this (V, I know you read it so no smart ass comments).  Plus, I haven't really been in a creative mood of late.  This medical school thing is no joke.  Its hard work.  I know I've said it over and over again but serious...did you know that there is TWENTY, 2-0, muscles in your forearm.  Each with different actions, innervations, attachments, and blood supply.  (PS - I know I write using fragments, but I don't really give a shit, my blog, my rules)  How long do they take to explain all of them...an hour.  Mmmm hmmm.  

I've come up with a new idea.  I'm going to give random shout-outs to people.  If I give you a shout-out, I expect you to leave a comment just acknowledging the shout-out/or acknowledging the post.  My first shout-out goes to....Miguel Miguel Inderain Inderbain, aka Mike the Kike, aka Ginsy.  I will mention this shout-out every day until you respond.  Cheers.

Way to go Kobe and the rest of the Lake Show.  I am really excited to collect $150 from Beenman, aka Beeno, aka fatty.  The PISTONS?! HAHA

Disappointed in the Red Wings, namely Mike Babcock.  Seriously, you sit the guy with the most goals in the series on your team for a 40 year old flamer?  Poor coaching in my book, granted my book is a napkin you used to set your chaw on.  

I had my second PAcE quiz yesterday.  21 out of 24 BOIIII.  Ok, this is why this school sucks.  These PAcE quizzes are meant to provide use, the students, with questions that will prepare us for the Mini's.  I kid you not when I say that every single professor at one point while explaining their questions said, "This won't be a type of question I ask on the Mini."  Seriously?  Are you a fucking joke?  Yes.  

Tune in next time for a real post, with a real story, that will produce real thoughts.  Until then, cheers.

Night,

Dr. Samsun

Past 3 day expenditure:  150 EC (electricity, which is almost out again), 60 EC groceries, 70 EC food, 20 EC juice       300 EC

Day 22 The Week Before

I've noticed that people are actually viewing the blog, yet still no comments (except for spam I think?).  Oh well, I'm doing this for myself anyways.  

I skipped working out today.  I won't make that mistake again.  I'm so happy to finally be at the point where I hate going a day without exercise!  It makes the day so much better.  I feel better.  I don't feel guilty about eating.  I look at myself and see progress.  Days like today, I look at myself and see the flaws.  I lose a certain confidence.  The confidence that I've worked so hard to get back.  The confidence that I've lack for too long.  Why wouldn't I want it?  Why wouldn't I put myself in a position to have it?  See, things are finally starting to click in the right way.  As cliche as it may sound, the clouds are clearing.  I'm able to think like I used to think.  I'm able to act like I used to act, except this time I bring knowledge of past events.  I smoked one cigarette today.  They sell them individually.  I wanted to remember what it was like.  I didn't crave it.  I needed to remind myself of what I had done.  Of where I had been.  As I walked down the street with the cig stinking its smoke in air, it took me about 2 puffs before I remembered why I had quit.  It wasn't for me anymore.  Of course, not taking adderall helped, but simply not wanting to anymore helped much more.  The physiological craving was trumped by the psychological feeling.  Thats what I've come to realize.  How you feel about something can greatly impact your performance.  In everything.  In every activity.  In every job.  In every relationship.  Don't get me wrong, sometimes physiology kicks the shit outta psychology, but winning a battle doesn't win the war.  

Today was a national holiday in Dominica.  Most places were closed.  The reason for the holiday...Beach Day.  Apparently, once a month, this island shuts down to celebrate the beach.  Funny thing about today though.  It rained.  It rained hard.  From 8am til 1pm.  Apparently "God" doesn't give a shit about Dominica's Beach Day Holiday....Oh yeah, it was the first day its rained in 2 weeks.  

Night,

Dr. Samsun

Day 21 Way To Go Justin!

WOW!  Talk about stepping up at the right time!  Congratulations to Justin Abdelkader for scoring his second goal in as many nights in the Stanley Cup Finals!

This is another edition of Random Thoughts of Dr. Samsun...

Muskegon, MI got some quality airtime tonight on NBCs telecast of the Stanley Cup Finals.

I had another hockey game today.  I too scored, twice, but we lost again, by 2.  I am getting my feel back though, so in the future, watch out.  

I was reading a list of interesting questions to get to know someone and this one came up...

If you could go back in time to when you were in fifth grade a relive everything from that point in time knowing everything you know now, would you lose your virginity sooner, the same time, or later than you did?

Well, thats easy...ha, but assuming that my exceptional knowledge wouldn't have gotten me laid any sooner, I definitely would have waited a bit longer to lose my virginity.  I lost it at 16, sneaking out of my house.  I only knew she was older and willing.  I would have waited.  Annie made me wait too long, I was impatient at that age.  I truly am sorry for that.  Annie deserved better.  Don't get me wrong, I was good, but that instance, I treated her like shit.  I believe karma has made up for it though.  

Lebron James is the biggest piece of shit in professional sports.  "I'm a winner.  I'm not going to shake the hand of somebody that beat me, thats not how I am."  Yea, because you are a ghetto ass fake piece of shit blessed with genetics that make you a beast on the court and a loser bitch off it.  Just like Shaq.  The ONLY reason you are good is because of build.  You are bigger and faster than everyone else (where Shaq was just bigger).  You have no skill whatsoever.  You make as many jumpers as I make, but you sure can bull your ass to the glass and make a layup, kudos to you (and Shaq) for overpowering everyone will brute strength and NO skill.  

Kobe, on the other hand.  Kobe takes what he was given, and said I'm going to beat you in every way imaginable.  More skill than any other player in the history of the NBA, including MJ (who was MJs competition?)

I'm actually quite impressed with the Dean of Ross University.  She made it through the hike.  It was not an easy hike, yet she did it.  Now, I don't know how many Deans of Medical Schools could do that...yet, I don't know how many Medical Schools Dr. Coleman could be a successful Dean at, if you get my drift...

Freshly squeezed mango and pineapple juice may just be the thing to keep me off drugs...and maybe even sex...because I swear, its like drinking a magic brownie, 3 norcos, 3 shots of Johnny Blue, two tweeks all while orgasming.  (no, but seriously, to those who know, HOW GREAT WOULD THE NEXT 5 HOURS OF YOUR LIFE BE AFTER THAT!?)  

Damnit!!!!  Now I want to try that one out...

I was thankfully able to change my flight back to Michigan from August 24 to August 19.  Thank god I found a cheaper way to do it because those 5 days would have been true killers...

Check out tomorrow's blog:  One week remaining!  (Unless something comes up)